Mad... but True.

The picture has been getting more defined as time goes by, but choosing to ignore it was thought to be the best solution. If I don't react or if I stay down low, the whispers behind will just be forgotten soon enough? How I hoped so but...there is always a BUT (a butt too.) 

Mentality is something that is very difficult to gauge. People just do not bother to look at the bigger picture before they make judgements, its really funny and madly saddening at times. To think that we are no longer in the days of doing primary school and we should be able to make wise and balanced decisions especially in matters concerning friendship. Whether to divulge or to share a personal story with you or not, its... well, personal ... ain't it? The fact that I am not that prone to sharing certain matters with you might due to reasons such as timing? environment? mood? understanding? personal traits and level of acceptance? And so, I have decided not to tell you but another acquaintance. Are you going to be pissed? Or jealousy is the word? 

In-groups and out-groups are extremely common in any culture. Why get yourselves so damn fucked-up because of these trivial matters? You might be the in-group here but an outsider there, vice versa. Or even, neither here not there. So, what's there to complain and getting all stony-faced? I have not whined back then, and I will not do so either now. Fine by me should you got pissed or screwed-up... I'll just take a step backwards then. 

Had enough of all these. When the time comes where I couldn't and needn't to take it any more, I will certainly tell you : F*CK YOU. Go and live in your own world of jealousy and self-pity. What do I care? Duh~

Past tense.

Announced my official break-up just recently and yes, 
I was badgered by many questions and curiosity. 
The most frequent asked question was:
"Why? What happened?" 
Honestly, I don't really know how to answer this question which was posted by so many concerned friends.
There're too many complications in the relationship,
and to be frank, we can't pretty much expect everything to be a bed of roses.
I am thankful and happy that it wasn't a bad relationship.
I had good times and great memories.
I believe we do.
However, it is the time to let go now.
I do so after given much thought, after much perseverance and tolerance.
I do so after much love.
I am indeed thankful and happy that I have great and loving friends around me;
thank you folks, for your concerns and support!
I am indeed blessed and glad that I have a family whom are supportive and understanding.
I am living my best and;
I am on the right track to restore my former confidence and bubbly-ness.
Once, again - a big round of sincere appreciation for those who stand-by me always.


我, 依然敢爱敢恨 :'P

Thanks for Listening

Enjoyed a karaoke session with Chet, Piggy and Joey; it was definitely an awesome trip that relieved some of my pent-up stress, frustration and boredom. No, I did not enjoy watching Black Swan (p/s: Piggy, you shall not make movie suggestions next time ='P). I do not know its a compliment or not that those who went karaoke with me before commended that I'm good with oldies.. haha! 

Anyways, one of the songs that I sang tonight is 不能跟情人说的话 (Words that Cannot be Said to your Lover.) It is a great song which I meant to dedicate to my friends, especially those close few who has stood by me when I had my relationship crisis and crashes; and that you guys shown me much love and support by lending your ears and shoulders to me. Thanks for listening to so many words that (I) cannot be said to my lover, thanks for taking in my madness and silliness, thanks for tolerating with my rantings and laments, thanks for spending time and wiping my tears away. I am indeed blessed to have great friends that shown me great love and support. Thanks for Listening to Me.

Coffee Psychology

 How I crave for Starbucks and Black Canyon tis' moment; but Nescafe is my companion...

Been downing endless mugs of coffee this few days. Bloodshot eyes and obvious eye bags... its the assignment peak period again and this time, thesis completion date is also just around the corner. Many encouraged me to give it a "final push" - well, since I'm going to graduate soon. Another two more months to the end of my final trimester of my days as an undergraduate. Frankly, caffeine doesn't work on me anymore. I guess the reasons I am still craning for coffee is that somehow, I have the idea that the strong aroma would keep me awake and aware. Coffee psychology, eh? Sometimes, I might even make a cup of coffee just for its aroma. After one or two sip, the mug stays there until the aroma fades. 

Then, its time for another mug, another sip and another aroma-filled moment.

草莓时刻

 

Strawberry Moments 翻译后既是“草莓时刻”，通常让人联想到甜蜜·粉红·窝心·柔软·开怀·可爱等等。坐落于怡保de Garden 种种店铺中，这间Strawberry Moments是相当吸引的存在。

白色红色为主的店内设计以许多红滋滋的草莓图案为摆设。白色的沙发配上白色的木桌子显得干净大方，白色的玻璃门有种欧洲小洋房的味道。

看了看菜单，朋友都说我的眼睛变得闪闪发亮；好想随意的把菜单上五彩兵分的草莓甜点全都点了然后铺在桌上再慢慢品尝啊！虽然样样甜点的价格都略昂贵，但其分量，味道与卖相还真的让我觉得是值得的。

绵绵的香草雪糕入口即化，还有酸酸一点甜的草莓，再配上淡淡芒果香的布丁；真是人间享受！有种恋爱的味道 =3

其实我打从心底希望为了其恋情烦恼的一位朋友，能够像草莓时刻一样开怀与甜蜜。看着他的失落与焦虑，身为朋友却无法帮忙；毕竟这是他的恋爱荆棘，我们始终都只能扮演旁观者的角色。但愿不久后的将来，他能带着心爱的人来光顾这家Strawberry Moments，慢慢的一起感受那甜美的爱恋之味。

of Bentos and Sushi

The showing of TVB's drama "鱼跃在花见" (Eng sub: The Rippling Blossom) has definitely sparked our appetites for Japanese cuisine: Bento boxes, platters of sushi, cups of O'chas, wasabi dollops and fragrant sweet sauces. We have thus visited two Japanese cuisine restaurants in Ipoh within a fortnight: Oh Sushi located in De Garden and also, Sushi East which is just behind Ipoh's Kinta City.

First stop... Oh Sushi

The ambient is comfortable and cozy, not to mention with an extravagant flair. High-backed wooden chairs with cushions in deep-purple satin casing, one word: Nice! 

Of course, the food are more pricey compared to those in Sushi King, but the Bento boxes featured in the menu definitely attracted our eyeballs. The hot O'chas are served in HUGE porcelain mugs which just warmed-up our hands nicely; the cold ones are served in transparent tall glasses with its little ice cubes reflecting the ceiling light. 

From its vinegar rice to chawanmushi, to its assortment of tempura and miso soup; I really enjoyed the food at Oh Sushi! 

Definitely recommended and will go back for more!

Teppanyaki chicken cubes with assorted tempura; Age tofu, rice, miso soup, salad and chawanmushi.

Chicken Katsu Don in mini wok with a mini stove; complete with miso soup, rice, salad, and chawanmushi.

Marinated Unagi with assorted tempura; garlic fried rice, miso soup, salad, fresh iced salmon cubes, and chawanmushi.

2nd Stop... Sushi East

Comparing to the previous restaurant, Sushi East has a more common and cozy feel (suitable for families to dine) rather than the extravagant and chic ambient at Oh Sushi. It was full-house when we arrived and we had to wait by the doors acting as attendants for other customers before we are properly seated. 

Its rather obvious that the throng of customers got the waiters and waitresses very worked-up; they looked rather out-of-breath and clumsy while attending to us. 

Upon seeing their O'cha mugs, my friend says, "Oh, so small! One or two gulps then I've to call for refill!" Well, certainly its incomparable to those at Sushi King and Oh Sushi. 

From the menus, it seems that the shop offers a variety of selections: udons, sushi platters, sobas, Bentos, appetizers. 

Frankly speaking, I don't really fancy the food and so are my friends. We ordered quite alot, soft shell crabs, seafood udon, salmon don, two different Bento boxes, sushi combo platter, assorted tempura and tofu miso soup... The only passable item is the tempura, its ebi (prawn) are real fresh; the rest.. uh, well.

Seafood udon, great outlook but it taste just as ordinary.

Sushi combo platter; the maki is full of veges, the Unagi slice definitely tasted awful and the vinegar rice are very hard (it won't even break after my friend threw it around).

Unagi Bento with watery chamwanmushi and fruit salad with longan (?)

[Clockwise] Soft shell crab, assorted tempura, sweet sauce and sushi platter.

Recommendations:

Sushi King has my favourite Nitsume (sweet sauce) and good Agedashi Tofus.

Oh Sushi's Bento boxes really worth the price and the ambient is just lovely! (not to mention great looking waiters and their warm welcomes!)

Sushi East... erm, its ebi tempura?

Sakae Sushi serves really tasty sobas and maki.

p/s: It would be great if you guys can recommend me good Japanese food :'P

Reasons to Hold On

A huge box of Hello Panda choc-filled biscuits and few Ferrero Rochers are two of the simplest reasons for me to keep holding on. 

"Medium is the Message" says Marshall McLuhan; and I've gotten his message. Much has happened recently, though there are still many unsolved issues, we promised to hold onto each other and walk our path together. Tolerance... one of the most important element in any relationships.

Aside from finding new meanings to my own, a friend of mine touched me with his love story. For all relationships are easy to kick-start but difficult to maintain and sustain. No matter what happens, I hope that his efforts are not in vain and may that he achieve happiness too.

Rewind & Playback

Almost 4 years as an undergraduate has granted me much memories;

Good ones and bad ones alike.

Recently, memories of the social events and activities that I have participated or organized somehow reminded me of my past vigor, enthusiasm and momentum. Those are the days filled with curiosity and the courage to adapt and adopt; to widen the ring of social networks and make new friends (foes too, perhaps. ha-ha.) Endless yumcha sessions and social dinners, pit-stops to wave and chat with acquaintances everywhere I go; definitely not at all low profile. 

Then again, one has to slow down to a trot or a stroll sometimes, after a long run. Self reflection is an essential process that will determine how far can we go in the future. Regrettably, many often neglect this important stage. Nevertheless, I hope that in days to come, things will work out just fine. Barriers and obstacles will be overcame to ensure that I can achieve my goals and that my graduation awaits!

Playback...

Career Trip to Cameron Highlands with Career Development Club

Home Coming Celebrations, UTAR's first Alumni Dinner

Semai tribe Orang Asli Visit to Ulu G'roh

College and University Student Assembly (CUSA) 

PR Campaign: YOUTH CAMPAIGN

UTAR Ball Night @t Sunway Resorts 

Campus Tour [RCM]

Registration, Campus Tour & Mass Call May 2010

  

Playback. Ends.

Ah...memories :')

Beginning

Deleted the previous blog (just few minutes ago) which I had since April 2008.

Along with years of writing; but definitely not the memories. 

New head starts are good.

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